覺得這個文章不錯~ from 月姬~*

兜兜轉轉，終於回來了我開始的地方。曾經深愛的男人已對他沒感覺了，走在街上還會怕會碰到他。不是怕會再次愛上他，是怕會又想自責為何會愛上一個那麼爛的男人。一直以為他是自己一生已來最愛的男人，但有一天突然發覺自己竟然忘記了他的存在。

當我回到我熟悉的城市，回到我以前每天都在的地方，突然記得我有一段刻骨銘心的愛情在這裡發生。再次遇到他令我記起所有的回憶.....

當他坐上我隔壁的位子，我才記得那年我多麼想考到執照，讓我好好載他去我們想去的地方。車子的收音機沒開，街上的交通很繁忙。車上的氣氛很嚴肅，好像一股氣力壓在我心上。我一邊努力留意交通一邊在想：原來我當年的夢竟然會實現 但大家已不像當年那麼愛大家。不竟大家都知道大家的將來很模糊。載他回去好像很慢，我對自己說這是拾回那年對他的愛嗎 還是怎樣。當他下車時，他對著我的微笑 往往令我不禁想起當年我們擁抱一起的回億。在途中，我才發覺我剛那種感覺只是一種感慨，有點嚮往當年的感覺。但如果問我要不要再次去拿起這段感情，我很確定自己的答案：不會。如果再次去拾起當年留下這段情。今時今日，我已長大了 已不再是無知的女孩。也知道不是每一段情有愛便可以一起到永遠。很多時候也要考慮很多因素。況且就算不去理會那些因素，過了那麼多年後 這段感情已不再是當年那段情了。現在我只能去嚮往一下以前的回憶。

leaving so soon.. ai.. this summer passes so quick. can't believe it's my last year coming up. i should stop playing my dearest online game.

ah: my dear did you know that kind of feelings came back? what should i do..damn

well a summary of what i've done in this summer:

from 120---> 160LV~

my new character 97lv not bad not bad

as you can see i spent most of my time in front of the computer.

clubbing partying and bumming around cwb doesn't seem to interest me anymore.

i'm working at a office right now, somehow i think i should do something productive so i decided to work. leaving in less than a month starting my last year of university (hopefully). most exciting thing about UK~ i'm getting a car... okok people i know you guys in auzzieland and US have been driving since the first year but hey weren't you that excited when you just got your license?

anyways i haven't crashed into anything yet and hopefully i will not crash into anything. so so so.. i might be free for lunch in the weekdays so gimme a call~

back back back in hk~ same no. hehehe..

after searching, loving, and suffering for so many times.. i'm back again.. alone..

somehow

i think this game is ruining my life. big time.. i hardly ever go to school. i have to drag my ass out the house.. i mean out of my room. only benefit i found from this game is: i can type fast chinese, i lost weight because i always forgot to eat. that's about it.

i neglected all my friends, i don't put effort in my work.. shit i really have to work. deadlines coming up. so i decided to stop playing today. i know people in the game will miss me. hahaha.. .

ps. i'm sorry i 'm so sorry. i shouldn't fuck up the coursework.

me and renee.. hor hor hor~ too many metal men attack..

decided not to go back to hong kong....

too much stuff to do.. to little time for me to play sealonline. i'm way too addicted to it.

anyway. sorry percy i'm not coming back. but i still miss you loads yeah? i'll try to go online as much as possible.. hehe.. muah

nottingham was freezing.. and it snowed too..

got back to oxford at 2am.. so tired... it's snowing in oxford too!!! so niceeee~

nottingham is such a beautiful city~ so much fun.. and i dunno.. just pretty.. oxford is boring.. dammit.. but i love my computer so i guess that makes up the fun~

thinking of going to london tomolo..

looking forward to next month.. my dad wanted me to go back to hk.. so i guess i'll go back for 2 weeks?! hahaaha.. just for a rest.. and see my pig~ muah~

back in UK for i guess 3 weeks? still very into my online game--- sealonline.com.tw should try that.. so good.. but make sure you have enough time to spare out of your life.

went to the UCL Vshow last night. it was so funny. never been to any Vshow in London. Good experience.. enjoyed it quite well. exhausted when i arrived at 6.30am last night. i was using my mobile phone as a torch to find my way up my room. Dammit back to my messy room~ muah~

planning to go to Nottingham next week. i think there's a Vshow coming up there plus i had to see some of my friends. they are gonna kill me if i don't show up this time. hehehe..

here's a picture captured from the game-- sealonline